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its been awhile.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
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9:33 PM
Its been awhile since i blogged.
Too much emotions.
Dont know what to do.
I got a dog now.
Never thought i would have one.
Been feeling down for awhile now.
So glad that i found that webby and now i can read the story.
I feel like i cant talk to anybody about anything that has been going on with my life.
I know that yall care about me but i just cant seem to bring myself to talk about it to yall.
And for that im sorry.
I really really dont know what to do next.
I feel like people think that im thinking too much and taking every little problem and making it look big. But thats how i think of the problem.
Its just me being me.
I know i said this before but i really need to get away and to be just alone.
But where to?
URGH!
I cringe at any of yall asking me if im okay.
Well the truth is no im not.
I know yall mean well but i really dont feel like talking about it.
So sorry.
a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.
Я один~
Thursday, April 29, 2010
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2:16 AM
Current jam: Taeyang (HEY~) - Wedding Dress.
Hahahaha. I know i'm slow but hey at least i'm listening to it now.
I really wanna TATTOO!
I really wanna get BLAQBERRY!
I really wanna hold LYCAN!
I really wanna get JOONY'S BAG!
I really wanna paint my HOUSE!
In different colors and designs.
I really wanna color my hair BLONDE!
Like khun's or yoseob's.
Now a days i always sleep at around 2 plus.
Wake up around noonish.
FFFT~ Really this whole month i dont have cable.
Supa BORED AT HOME!
a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.
g.o~
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
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2:12 AM
I have no idea why the previous post is highlighted.
a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.
hey~
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1:53 AM
Well today meet up with them.
Went to MOS.
We kept laughing at silly things.
Oh we saw WHITEY twice.
Hahaha.
Erm well, congrats bee.
You dont have to work for now.
As for me, what else can i do.
Я один
Totally kept laughing at Taeyang's HEY!
a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.
lightning + rainy day = shooting stars. make a wish.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
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2:41 AM
Currently jamming to B.o.B ft Hayley - Airplanes.
Could i pretend that lightning in a rainy day are like shooting stars,
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now~
Went to IMM with Bee yesterday to eat Mos.
We also went to see JSG.
Super happy cause got to see him like real close like 5 steps away.
BD HOHOHO.
Now i feel kinda moody.
Feel like crying especially when im listening to Airplanes and MBLAQ - If You Come Into My Heart.
But i dont know why.
Anyway, onto a weird note, i have been day/night dreaming about weird funny scenarios.
What kind you ask, well is about meeting purpley & greyie at Mos with Bee and sometimes Ruijell and P telling me that he like me. Hehehe.
And greyie liking Bee, then whitey came in to Mos and he talk to me asking me where is Ruijell.
He say he like her and wants me to hook them up. Hehehehe.
Thats all i day/night dreamed of.
Hehehehe.
Like it will ever happen.
a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.
be strong, be very strong~
Friday, April 23, 2010
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12:33 AM
This few days im spending my time by watching Akazukin Chacha.
My fav childhood show.
So happy 8D
A few days back you made mumy cry.
I wish i could be there for you.
I know the rest would want to do that do.
I do not wanna see you suffer and worst of all cry.
But you ARE suffering and you DID cried.
I know you are trying very hard not to but you cant.
Everytime i see your PM & blog post i feel like crying too.
Even now when im typing this out, my eyes are welling up with tears.
But just tahan, its for your future.
Focus very hard on your studies.
Things are gonna get better, wait for awhile and soon you'll have friends
And wont feel sad anymore.
But when that happens, DONT EVER FORGET US!
Hahahahaha.
Anyway good luck for everything, you know you can come to us and chat.
We can webchat like that time but hopefully Bee's wont be sot sot.
Hahahahaha.
Find one day and we will go out together.
Be strong!
HWAITING!
a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.