mady Ψ

its been awhile.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 , 9:33 PM

Its been awhile since i blogged.
Too much emotions.
Dont know what to do.

I got a dog now.
Never thought i would have one.

Been feeling down for awhile now.
So glad that i found that webby and now i can read the story.

I feel like i cant talk to anybody about anything that has been going on with my life.
I know that yall care about me but i just cant seem to bring myself to talk about it to yall.
And for that im sorry.

I really really dont know what to do next.
I feel like people think that im thinking too much and taking every little problem and making it look big. But thats how i think of the problem.
Its just me being me.

I know i said this before but i really need to get away and to be just alone.
But where to?
URGH!

I cringe at any of yall asking me if im okay.
Well the truth is no im not.
I know yall mean well but i really dont feel like talking about it.
So sorry.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.