whatever she does, it's mady condition~

its been awhile.

2010-08-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since i blogged.
Too much emotions.
Dont know what to do.

I got a dog now.
Never thought i would have one.

Been feeling down for awhile now.
So glad that i found that webby and now i can read the story.

I feel like i cant talk to anybody about anything that has been going on with my life.
I know that yall care about me but i just cant seem to bring myself to talk about it to yall.
And for that im sorry.

I really really dont know what to do next.
I feel like people think that im thinking too much and taking every little problem and making it look big. But thats how i think of the problem.
Its just me being me.

I know i said this before but i really need to get away and to be just alone.
But where to?
URGH!

I cringe at any of yall asking me if im okay.
Well the truth is no im not.
I know yall mean well but i really dont feel like talking about it.
So sorry.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

you~

2010-05-13T23:05:00.006+08:00

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

Я один~

2010-04-29T02:16:00.003+08:00

Current jam: Taeyang (HEY~) - Wedding Dress.
Hahahaha. I know i'm slow but hey at least i'm listening to it now.

I really wanna TATTOO!
I really wanna get BLAQBERRY!
I really wanna hold LYCAN!
I really wanna get JOONY'S BAG!
I really wanna paint my HOUSE!
In different colors and designs.
I really wanna color my hair BLONDE!
Like khun's or yoseob's.

Now a days i always sleep at around 2 plus.
Wake up around noonish.
FFFT~ Really this whole month i dont have cable.
Supa BORED AT HOME!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

g.o~

2010-04-28T02:12:00.004+08:00

I have no idea why the previous post is highlighted.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

hey~

2010-04-28T01:53:00.003+08:00

Well today meet up with them.
Went to MOS.
We kept laughing at silly things.
Oh we saw WHITEY twice.
Hahaha.

Erm well, congrats bee.
You dont have to work for now.

As for me, what else can i do.

Я один

Totally kept laughing at Taeyang's HEY!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

lightning + rainy day = shooting stars. make a wish.

2010-04-25T02:41:00.003+08:00

Currently jamming to B.o.B ft Hayley - Airplanes.
Could i pretend that lightning in a rainy day are like shooting stars,
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now~

Went to IMM with Bee yesterday to eat Mos.
We also went to see JSG.
Super happy cause got to see him like real close like 5 steps away.
BD HOHOHO.

Now i feel kinda moody.
Feel like crying especially when im listening to Airplanes and MBLAQ - If You Come Into My Heart.
But i dont know why.
Anyway, onto a weird note, i have been day/night dreaming about weird funny scenarios.
What kind you ask, well is about meeting purpley & greyie at Mos with Bee and sometimes Ruijell and P telling me that he like me. Hehehe.
And greyie liking Bee, then whitey came in to Mos and he talk to me asking me where is Ruijell.
He say he like her and wants me to hook them up. Hehehehe.
Thats all i day/night dreamed of.
Hehehehe.
Like it will ever happen.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

be strong, be very strong~

2010-04-23T00:33:00.002+08:00

This few days im spending my time by watching Akazukin Chacha.
My fav childhood show.
So happy 8D

A few days back you made mumy cry.

I wish i could be there for you.
I know the rest would want to do that do.
I do not wanna see you suffer and worst of all cry.
But you ARE suffering and you DID cried.
I know you are trying very hard not to but you cant.
Everytime i see your PM & blog post i feel like crying too.
Even now when im typing this out, my eyes are welling up with tears.
But just tahan, its for your future.
Focus very hard on your studies.
Things are gonna get better, wait for awhile and soon you'll have friends
And wont feel sad anymore.
But when that happens, DONT EVER FORGET US!
Hahahahaha.
Anyway good luck for everything, you know you can come to us and chat.
We can webchat like that time but hopefully Bee's wont be sot sot.
Hahahahaha.
Find one day and we will go out together.
Be strong!
HWAITING!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

names, in need of awesome names~

2010-04-20T00:37:00.002+08:00

Congrats to Fiona! Have a great 1st day of school.

Well im not working for this whole week just on standby on saturday thats all.
SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY!

Today SH's girl & RuiJELL came over to my house cause we, except RuiJELL, need to fill up the form for the job.
Then we when to her granny house to give it to her aunt.
Really hope can get the job cause the pay is fucking good.

I'm getting another _____.
So happy yet scared.
Really dont know what to call you though.
Keep on thinking of names but nothing SPECIAL.
Fretting about where to put your stuffs.
Will settle everything once you come.
Be good okay dont be naughty like BB.
Hahaha. Dont worry BB i will ALWAYS LOVE YOU~!

I wanna get the Power Ranger Jungle Fury purple wolf cuff thingy
then get a cheapo digital watch take out the strap and glue it to the purple wolf cuff thingy
and use it as watch. YEAH!
And little boys will envy me, big boys will salute me and other people will think im crazy.
HELL YEAH!
P.S Purpley get that purple wolf cuff thingy for me please cause its purple and your name is Purpley. HO HO HO!

I WANT KFC BREAKFAST!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

fmfl~ yeah 8P

2010-04-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

Well my life officially SUCKS!
My work sucks but pay good.
My studies sucks cause appeal not successful.
My family sucks cause uncles, aunts & cousins are shitty, parents are always quarreling about $$.
My life sucks due to all of the above.
I TOTALLY LOVE MY FUCKING SUCKING LIFE!

I'm at loss now.
I wanna get away for awhile to straighten my thoughts out.
I cried just now, i thought i wouldn't cry, i thought i was strong.
When i was out with chingu(s) just now i put on a happy go lucky face.
But when I'm at home my mask was not strong anymore and i broke down.
After that i was feeling kinda better but then Dy ruined everything again.
And i have been feeling shitty ever since.
Thanks Dy for making me shitty again.

I took like FOREVER to type this post out.
I was like thinking and checking my IM, Facebook, Twitter and other stuffs.
Really didn't know what to type anymore so i typed THIS.
Hahahaha 8)
P.S I trying to make myself happy by making up lame jokes if you call that a joke.
And by typing LOADS & LOADS of typos. By accident of course.
I'm not that lame to keep on purposely typing the wrong spelling.
Anyway, I'm going to the Zoo & Night Safari tomorrow.
Don't really feel any excitement.

OMG, i started to type this post out at 1043PM and now is 1123PM.
Hahahaha, that was how long i took.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

jacob black

2010-04-08T23:14:00.002+08:00

YEAH!
My 'friends' are back in Jurong Point.
Hahahaha.
Gonna buy stuffs from them.

Sweet, RuiJELL is a fan of MBLAQ.
Hahahaha.

Τους μισώ πάντα μιλάει σκαμπίλι για μας.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

AYO~

I now its been awhile since i last blog.
I really dont have anything to blog about.
Nothing special happen for me to blog about so my blog has rot.
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAAH!

OH! The appeal results are gonna be out soon.
Dont really have any confidence about it.
DAMN!

I miss doing PlayFM.
I wish it will be popular hahahaha.
Why, you ask.
So i can be popular too.
8P
YES! Deep down i would like to be popular too.
Anyway, it will happen.
IN MY WILDEST DREAMS!
MUAHAHAHAHHAAH!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

logan!

2010-03-10T23:16:00.001+08:00

I'm so fucking happy to have a HUGE ASS poster of percy jackson.
Bummer that i cant see his face.
Anyway, i still like it.
Thanks FARAH!
I want another one.
HAHAHAHAHA!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

back

2010-01-20T22:08:00.004+08:00

I know its been awhile since i blogged.
My internet has problems so its kinda hard for me to use the internet.
Hence no posts.
Loads of things happened.
Life is still the same old same old.

Carls Jr is opening in JP soon.
So excited!

I've got a question. (For girls)
I know i have asked some of yall before.
Would you guys prefer having a boyfriend or a guy best friend?

P.S i ask that question cause i have no idea what to type anymore hahahah.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

new year?

2010-01-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

Its 2010 but i dont feel like its a NEW year.
Guess im still living in 2009.

My internet still lags, MSN sometimes wont login.
Shitty.
L.A.Z.Y, I wanna meet up for coffee.
Hahahaha.

Well i dont really have any NYRs.
But if i have to list out some,
1. Have more money ( hence, the job)
2. erm, find a boyfriend? ( this is gonna be tough)
3. lose weight ( hahaha, friggin hard)
4. always be happy ( it may work)
5. find a guy best friend ( what?! i really want a guy BEST friend)

Well that's its.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

urgh!

2009-12-25T23:15:00.002+08:00

Stupid internet! It has beem giving me problems for the past week.
Urgh!
Okay ima cool down cause if i keep scolding it, it won't be okay for me.
I'm sorry internet, but please can you be okay so i can use you normally?
So i dont have to keep on refreshing you.
PLEASE?

Tomorrow L.A.Z.Y picnic day!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

New

2009-12-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

Yeah i got a new phone.
Hahahahah.

Craving Big Breakfast.
*MMmmm* Big Breakfast *drools*
AHHHHHHH!

Your out of my mind and heart.
Bye Bye!
I don't know why i ever liked you.
Well i don't anymore.
BYE!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

2pm~

2009-12-03T22:26:00.009+08:00

SKI freaking dreamed of 2PM! M! M! M!
Not all, the most clear was Wooyoung and Taec!
Wooyoung appeared in a super weird way.
You know from where? From the SKY! It was a Full Moon that night.
But the sky wasn't dark it was like evening when the sun is setting.
He still brought me a plate of something. Hahah forgot already.
After that we went to a bus inside got the rest of the 2PM members.
I saw Taec in the bus but i forgot what happened.
After that some shit happened, kinda lazy to say.

Then, i was in my dad's car with YOU KNOW WHO,
apparently we're together and we were getting out of the car to go to some gas station
and my dad told me to pick some numbers cause it was MY BIRTHDAY!
But HE wanted to take it and my dad scolded him hahha.
OR BI GOOD!

Hahahah, Awesome dream over all.
Wow, by actually typing it out, its kinda boring to read.
Anyway up to yall if yall wanna read.
If yes, THANKS! If no, then i'll ZAP you off!
MUHAHAHHAHAHAH!

P.S The YOU KNOW WHO is not the Harry Potter character.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

happy birthday!

2009-11-30T16:37:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to me!
Thanks SEVENEE for everything!
Had loads of uber fun a PARTY WORLD!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

past crush

2009-11-25T23:10:00.001+08:00

I saw him.
At 1st i was not sure that it was him.
But something happened and i knew it was him.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

woosy~

2009-11-23T22:45:00.001+08:00

I am woosy the WHOLE EFFING DAY!
Very light headed like a BALLOON!
I wanna FLY to KOREA!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

13

2009-11-13T22:51:00.002+08:00

Today is Friday the 13th.
Write the number 13 on yourself and you won't have bad luck.
You believe? Hahahah.

Today is also the day that 2PM had their comeback since Jay left.
Their performance is totally awesome but something was missing,
SOMEONE.
At least if he does come back, he will still be part of 2PM.
I hope cause that is what JYP said.
Ima hold on to that.

Good luck to my peepsy for their interview tomorrow.
If they do get the job, they better get the job, i may get to see them and i may not be lonely anymore.

I wanna go somewhere, do you wanna go with me?
I wanna buy something, do you wanna buy for me?
I wanna get something, do you wanna get it for me?
I wanna have something, do you wanna give it to me?
I wanna go sleep, do you... think that i was gonna say sleep with me? DREAM ON!
WAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

what is my heart beating for?

2009-11-12T23:22:00.003+08:00

JAY of course! Hahahah.

Yeah yeah i know its been awhile since i updated.
Truth is i have no freaking time or mood to post anything,
plus nothing interesting happened.
Nothing interesting = nothing to post about.

I WANT THE WHOLE SERIES OF THE HOUSE OF NIGHT!
*Good job Mady, you haven't started on Tempted yet.*
A round of applause for ME!~
Hahah. CRAZY~~~~~

Have the urge to get a tattoo again.
Wanna get a ... (hahahah don't know)

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

weirdyness

2009-10-28T23:29:00.003+08:00

Babos, babos, babos, babos, babos.

beast~

2009-10-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

Today fun.
Today crazy.
Today high.

Yesterday watch You're Beautiful.
Yesterday or the day before fell in love with BEAST.
LEE GI KWANG!

Kekekeke~

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

kicks with wings!

2009-10-16T23:19:00.004+08:00

dancing shoes

2009-10-13T21:44:00.003+08:00

Well today school reopened, so not happy about it.
Had lessons and what not.
Got our lanyard (sp?).
Its yellow in color,
i don't really like yellow but its FT Island's color.
Wahahaha.

After the last lesson,
we went to class and farah was showing the rest the NIga Mibda dance.
I saw like half of it only cause i was in the toliet peeing.
Damn urgent uh!
I'm gonna ask her to dance it again.
After she danced, i asked to dance Again & Again then xiuhan & bee joined in.
slowly salina & i joined in too.
Des danced a bit, wanyu totally didn't.
Sorry to say this but she looks DAMN impatient!
After A&A, i, again, suggested doing the Abracadabra.
Dance it, we had uber fun dude!
Gonna do it tomorrow again.
Gonna suggest doing Super Junior M - Super Girl.
Hahahahaha.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

get get get get get~

2009-10-09T23:28:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow ima get get,
Ima get get,
Ima get get,
ima get get get get get,
my GUITAR HERO WORLD TOUR!
Yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah!

Whahahahahh.

Bought the last 2 books now i gotta wait for the last one to be release.
Can't wait. So into this series.

I'm hungry.
Craving for SG's pasta with creamy mushroom sauce.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

update!

2009-10-08T23:31:00.002+08:00

Finally update yeah?
Don't really know what to post thought.
Got my WON $ BUCKS MOOLAHS MADYCHING,
bought 2 books, a webcam and soon...
GUITAR HERO WORLD TOUR COMPLETE SET
with guitar (of course), mike and drum kit.
SUPER STOKED!

I went through a lot this past few weeks,
nearly quit my job,
found out things that i would never ever expect & what not.
Other then that my life is pretty much, you know, NORMAL & BORING.
The same as everybody else.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

i want it all~

2009-09-23T22:33:00.004+08:00

I want loads of things.
The one that i want the most is .....

Don't wanna tell you! HAhahhaha.

Currently addited to .....

Don't wanna tell you! HAhahahaha.

I'm full from .....

Don't wanna tell you! HAhahahaha.

Nam Ja Chin Gu

FT Island

Chocolate Junior

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

owwwwwwwwww!

2009-09-20T23:00:00.003+08:00

I really had fun on friday.
Werid singing, loads of shouting, standing on the couch cuz of a roach.

That was my 1st time singing infront of friends.

HIGH HIGH!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

1.59pm

2009-09-14T22:56:00.003+08:00

On september 4, i went to far east.
On september 5, i blogged that i got it.
On september 6, HL asked me what i got, i told that i got a sponser ticket to go korea.
She actually believed me. Hahahah, that was SUPER HILARIOUS!

Okay, the thing that i got is...

BLACKBERRY JAVELIN!

So awesome dude!

I previously had a blackberry curve 8320 but the trackball spoiled.
Babo! Until now i still haven't read the 3 texts i have in that phone, i dont even know who sent me those.

I thought of putting a gitter sheet on my phone and crystalise the word 2PM or M or something else on it.

But i got no WON, BUCKS, MOOLAHS, $$.
Gotta wait till next month.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

Jay

2009-09-08T22:34:00.004+08:00

SARANGHAEYO~

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

i got it!

2009-09-05T23:04:00.001+08:00

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.
I got it!
I'm so happy.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

idk~

2009-09-02T23:13:00.003+08:00

Haven't been posting posts for awhile now.
It's not that i've got nothing to pos, is just that i don't know how to put it all in words
and type it all out.
Plus i'm really tried.

On sunday, i tried driving the tram.
Cool shit man!
Super happy.

Can't wait for SUNDAY!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

jing jing wooyoung

2009-08-26T23:15:00.002+08:00

Everynight i dirty, clean please clean!~
Hahah.

Ang ang wooyoung
Wooyoung ang ang
Jing jing wooyoung

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

i dreamed of 2pm!

2009-08-24T22:35:00.003+08:00

I dreamed of 2PM!~
I dreamed of 2PM!~
I dreamed of 2PM!~
I dreamed of 2PM!~
I dreamed of 2PM!~

SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY!!
Even though its a dream.
The faces that are really clear to me are Jay's, Chan's and Taec's.

Thanks to my beloved dreamcatchers!

I gotta save my WONs to buy a new phone.
What phone, you ask?
Its the same phone as KHUN! (hahaha, nope.)
I want the BB 8900.
But i seriously don't mind getting KHUN's phone, but the verison here is super ugly.
I want the one from there.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

draw

2009-08-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

Wild bunny~
Played the octave game during P.E.
Sang and dance alil bit too. Hahah.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

cooky

2009-08-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

I want khun's phone!
Cyon cooky.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

niga mibda~

2009-08-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

Niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda
niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda
niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda
niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda
niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda niga mibda

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

cattish

2009-08-13T21:56:00.002+08:00

B is a freaking weird girl,
She always has random mood swings.
She looks innocent and cute on the outside,
but on the inside, i will always know what she is to me.
B B B B B, your weird sometimes. Hahaha.

What cha' think about this?~

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

jay jiji

2009-08-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile.

Bought ipod, bag, 2 tees.

Teased farah, 'jay jiji'.

Said 'packet' twice.

Try dancing Niga Mibda again, hahah FAILED!

That's about it for now.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

F

2009-08-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

My blog blog is sot sot!
Sot sot is my blog blog!

caw!!!!!

2009-08-01T01:19:00.002+08:00

YEOBOSEYO

HAN HAN HAN

CAW

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

?

2009-07-29T22:28:00.003+08:00

Bee totally had a laughter attack while watching woodong psychoing out.

Her freaking laugh is psych out!
Mental problem.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

bear beary~

2009-07-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

FUCKING TIRED!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

BITCH!

2009-07-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!
BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!
BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!
BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!
BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!BITCH!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

laugh day

2009-07-22T23:29:00.002+08:00

Today, the fire nation can't firebend.

Super high today.
Farah, you got my illness~ YEAH!
Panadol panadol panadol oh oo oh~

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

skank!

2009-07-21T23:41:00.002+08:00

Skanks! A bunch of fugly slutty SKANKS!
Damn byotch, talk shit and nothing else,
cause too much slutness oozing out from yall's smelly behind.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

o o . . i got my cootie shot

2009-07-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

What is a 1/2 circle, full circle, 1/2 circle, A, 1/2 circle, full circle, right angel, A?
(credits Bee)

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

sick

2009-07-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

I'm sick.
Don't feel like working tomorrow.

I want to get those 2 books, the time turner and the wand from Harris.
Will you get me those?

Thanks Deanmy for meeting me after work.
Am really sorry that can't go to orchard with you.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

hpathbp

2009-07-17T22:59:00.005+08:00

Watched it with ling.
Bought the wizard combo

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

death eaters

2009-07-16T23:20:00.001+08:00

YEAAAAAHHHHHHH! GOING TO WATCH HPATHBP TOMORROW!

SO happy! happy!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

m&m!

2009-07-15T22:29:00.002+08:00

M&M, M&M, M&M, M&M, M&M!

Totally got high in class.
Hahah, that sounds so wrong.
Ate tissue today, mmmmm tissue *drools*

I want a new MP3!

Maxy! *urgh gotta stop thinking about him*

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

bloody hell

2009-07-14T23:20:00.001+08:00

My freaking MP3 is failing on me.
Stupid!

Des is gonna teach me korean. Yeah! Hahaha.

Maxy!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

boom

2009-07-13T22:58:00.002+08:00

I really have the urge to become famous.
Hahaha.
But not bad famous, good famous.

I wanna be in a show with 2PM or SHINee.
HHAhahahah.

I'm really crazy~!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

jiu jiu jiu

2009-07-12T23:01:00.006+08:00

jiu jiu jiu jiu jiu!
Met Deamny and Bee for din din, we ate mini steamboat.

Effing Effing tired.
I really feel like having a bf. Hahahah.
Jae, Onew, Khun, ChanSung, TaecYeon, JunHo and Maxy, call me.
Hahaha.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

maxy neomu yeppo

2009-07-11T23:10:00.003+08:00

Maxy, oh maxy~
I wanna see you again. Hhaha.
The more i think about seeing you i think the more it won't happen.
Hahahah.

I wanna have my own shop or show. Des, come and join me.
Hahaa, i'm crazy~ yeah~

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

tarot

2009-07-10T23:13:00.004+08:00

Bought a small book about tarot reading, it comes with a pack of mini tarot cards!
Damn happy cause i have been trying to find tarot cards for a long time now.

Saw a really cute mixed guy in the mrt, wanna get his digits.
Haha

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

na na na na na

2009-07-09T22:12:00.001+08:00

Da na na na na na na~

Niga Mibda

I want loads of stuffs!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

high!

2009-07-08T23:27:00.002+08:00

Bee didn't come to school today, our love triangle is missing a lover.
Hahahah, anyway totally got high with Des today.
We kept thinking about SHINee and 2pm ( only i think ) stuffs.
Super high uh!
Urgh! I want it to be TURE!!!!!

After school went to jp with ling to go and try to find the cute phones and stuff,
and we found a few cute ones, hello kitty and mickey mouse one.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

stuffs

2009-07-07T23:32:00.002+08:00

Damn! I want so many fucking stuffs!
Phone, necklace, earrings and other stuffs that i can't remember.
Hahaha.

I wanna watch HPATHBP and TFD.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

sad

2009-07-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

I hate school!

I love 2pm & shinee!

I want blackberry!

I need sleep!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

boo!

2009-07-05T23:36:00.001+08:00

BOO! There's school tomorrow.
I didn't even enjoy my freaking holidays!
I seriously don't feel like working anymore.

I want the kissing star necklace!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

star moon

2009-07-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

Met up with deanmy and ling at jp.
Ate lunch, walked around and stuff.
Bought the gu jun pyo star and moon earring,
gonna get the necklace too, waiting for it.

Heard 2PM - angel in the shop and got really excited haha.

Working until 6.30, fucking tired.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

need energy boost

2009-07-02T23:13:00.001+08:00

I'm fucking drained right now.
My eyelids are droopy and what not.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

drained

2009-06-30T22:42:00.004+08:00

Really drained today.
No mood, damn sleepy.
But there were some interesting things that happened today.
A sparrow flew into the fan and died,
a dude and a dudette came with an injured owl
and a huge group of cute little kids from YMCA came.
Friends googling at dudes. Hahaha.

Totally had a great dream today but mum woke me up at the exciting part.
Freaking pissed! Plus when i woke up i got shocked by a face staring at me.
The face wasn't even a face, it was a plastic bag with 2 of my small little hair clips.
Scare myself. Hahaha.

PS I want a korean spoon, bowl and chopsticks, can some want buy it for me? Thanks.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

book

2009-06-29T21:46:00.002+08:00

Finally bought John Wincester's journal.
Yeah!

Today met 2 new friends,
had loads fun with them.
Urgh! I'm like working the whole week, except on wednesday and sunday.

I kept on forgetting to post this.
I had dreamed of Jonghyun and Minho on either last wednesday or thursday.
It was super damn clear uh! It felt so real. Hahaha.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

mad sleepy

2009-06-28T22:55:00.001+08:00

Had a fun day today but super mad sleepy.
Gotta work tomorrow and on tuesday.

Yeah! I'm getting it tomorrow!
YIPPEEE!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

dubu

2009-06-27T23:28:00.002+08:00

Dubu, your such a klutz.
But due to you being accident-prone,
it has now kinda danger your health.
You sprained your ankle performing and fainted when the light thingy fell.
Glad that your stable and resting now.
Take care.

PS. This looks like i'm writing a letter to him. Hahaah.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

boy's generation

2009-06-27T01:18:00.000+08:00

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

hotblood

2009-06-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

Received a call and was told that i gotta work tomorrow,
on sunday, monday and tuesday.
I actually don't feel like working,
cause i'm bloody tired even though i'm basically slacking at home.

I have have watched Hotblood.
Jay totally look snobbish.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

results

2009-06-24T23:42:00.002+08:00

I've checked my exams results today, and i got B, A, C, B.
I'm glad i didn't fail any subject.
Weeeee~

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

my picture

2009-06-23T23:35:00.002+08:00

Some random dude from singapore in myspace said that he saw someone else using my display pic.
So i asking him who, and he said he online in msn and saw a girl using my pic as her display pic i think.
And that girl was doing some 'stuffs' in front of the webcam.
Like so what the fuck uh!
i don't know if its real a not.

Super tired, for the whole day i have walked around the birdpark alone.
So lonely.
I got my uni already.
The pants, super ugly.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

dreams

2009-06-22T23:48:00.001+08:00

I want to go to korea!
Actually the states too, but got swine flu cases.

I want the Blackberry Curve 8900!
Cause mine BB is spoiled.

I can't think others of any right now.
Hahah.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

baby mason

2009-06-22T00:33:00.007+08:00

Is he effing adorable or what?
His eyes are super damn gorgeous.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

blackberry

2009-06-21T01:09:00.003+08:00

Urgh! My BB's trackball is failing on me.
I WANT THE BLACKBERRY CURVE 8900!
Gotta work, gotta save, so can buy the blackberry curve~
(I'm actually singing that line in my head while typing)

I also wanna buy John Winchester's journal,
there's like spells and info on 'stuffs'.
its so fucking cool.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

bird park

2009-06-19T23:22:00.003+08:00

Had OJA today at jurong bird park.
Kinda fun but super damn tired.
Met some really great staff over there.
I'm hired for now i think?
I still gotta pass a quiz on tuesday.
So on tuesday i'm going over there to have my quiz.
Gotta memorize all the stuffs.
I suck at memorizing stuffs man!

My back is hurting like freaking hell just now,
and now my right shoulder is hurting too for whatever reason.

Fucking fucking tired.
My freaking eyelids are like closing now.

Gotta go sleep soon.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

scandal

2009-06-18T23:14:00.003+08:00

Finally watched Khun's scandal.
I feel very sad for the both of them.
He was debating whether to send his personal number to her,
cause he is still an rising idol.

Don't really like the show cause its kinda pointless but it does show us
what they are like when they are dating and stuff.

Tomorrow going for OJA at birdpark.
Hope i do well cause i totally mess up during the interview.

I DREAMED OF JAEBEOM!
YEAHHHHH!!!!!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

damn it!

2009-06-18T00:31:00.002+08:00

I totally mess up my interview.
I kept saying 'uh', kept pausing.
And most of the questions, i can't answer them at all.
This friday gotta go for a 1 day trial.
Hope i do well on that day.

My blackberry's trackball is spoiled.
Now using nokia e63.
I don't like using nokia phones.
Blackberry rocks!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

salonpas

2009-06-16T23:37:00.002+08:00

I am in fucking need of salonpas now!
Whole body damn pain and aching.
Can someone get me a HUGE piece of salonpas?

I NEVER EVER wanna do that again!
I thought it will be a little bit fun,
it wasn't at all!

Why can't you be my BF?
Haha.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

urgh!!!!!

2009-06-15T23:41:00.001+08:00

I REALLY FUCKING DON'T WANNA DO IT ANYMORE!
DAMN IT!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

laughs

2009-06-15T01:13:00.003+08:00

Yesterday my dad was asleep on the couch,
and i was going to go and sleep already.
I woke my dad but he kept falling back asleep.
So i grab a hair that was on the floor and tickled his nose.
I was trying very hard not to laugh but couldn't luckily he is a deep sleeper just like me!
I kept tickling his nose and he kept rubbing.
After awhile i got bored so i try to wake him up again.
And i went to sleep.

Des wrote on SHINee's fanboard. (this is true)
And i dreamed that they read and replied back throught text to my phone.
Key was the one who replied back.
If only it is real.

YEAH! Tomorrow can eat SM!
WHOO HOOO!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

shinee

2009-06-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

Video of SHINee.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

i hate you

2009-06-13T00:39:00.001+08:00

Hanbun duh neh mameul alajwuh
Nul wihan noonmooleul badajwuh
Sarangeun balajido anatdun
Ggeutnan yehgi da jinan yehgi yeah~

Niga miwuh jookgetda (ilun niga duh)
Nehga shilluh jookgetda (ilun nehga duh)
Hanbunman duh naleul dun hanbun duh balabwa
Now I'm crying

Niga mibda joogeul mankeum niga mibda
Shilta michidolok nehga shilta nul...
Ilun nehga nan nan shilda
Mibda joogeul mankeum niga mibda
Shilta michidolok nehga shilta nul...
Ilun nehga nan nan shilta

Dolasun ni mameul mumchwuhjwuh
Nul boneun noonbicheul badajwuh
Sarangeun balajido anatdun
Ggeutnan yehgi da jinan yehgi, yeah~

Niga miwuh jookgetda (ilun niga duh)
Nehga shilluh jookgetda (ilun nehga duh)
Hanbunman duh naleul dun hanbun duh balabwa
Now I'm crying

Niga mibda joogeul mankeum niga mibda
Shilta michidolok nehga shilta nul...
Ilun nehga nan nan shilda
Mibda joogeul mankeum niga mibda
Shilta michidolok nehga shilta nul...
Ilun nehga nan nan shilta

Baby come back to my world
Come back and be my girl
Geuluhchi aneumyun naneun nul jookdolok miwuhhal gul ala
Nul saranghetdun maeumi mi oomeulo modoo da baggwigi juneh
Dolawa uhsuh negeh jalmot hetdago uhsuh yehgiheh

Hanbun duh naleul balabwa noon machoogo
Hanbun duh naleul anabwa ib machoogo
Hanbun duh hanbun duh naleul balabwa
Na na nal balabwa

Niga mibda joogeul mankeum niga mibda
Shilda michidolok nehga shilda nul...
Ilun nehga nan nan shilda
Mibda mibda shilta shilta
Michidolok nul... ilun nehga nan nan shilta

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

wire disconnected

2009-06-12T01:17:00.003+08:00

Dear 2PM & SHINee,
I would freaking LOVE to meet yall.
If yall see this please tag me and please say that i can meet yall.
I would LOVE to do a variety show with yall.
The title would be 24HOURS in KOREA!
or STALKER! or The Onew & Mady Show (credits to Des).
I prefer the Seattle, Thai Prince & Dubu.

*If only they really can read that and they tag and i get to me them. Whoo hooo!*
P.S a little mental due to the hot weather.

Woke up at 7.24am, couldn't sleep kept tossing & turning.
Bloody hot uh.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

hello everybody, we are 24 hours!

2009-06-10T10:50:00.010+08:00

Why did i dream of YOU?
Because of this dream, i'm thinking of YOU now.
But not in the same way.
In the dream, YOU were calling me. But i chose to ignore YOU.
Then when i saw YOU again, i waved cause i felt bad for ignoring YOU.
But waving to YOU was so hard for me that i had to faked a smile.
What the heck! Its just a dream, a very weird dream.

Hahahahaha! Went to tiong baru, ate 'tissue'.
Yum yum!

We slacked at some place and we came up with '24 hours'.
Thanks to me. Haha. What only.

Ling is 'Good Morning aka The Agent'.
Shi is 'Good Afternoon aka The Choreographer'.
Bee is 'Good Evening aka The Lyricist'.
I'm 'Good Night aka The Composer'.
I got the idea from 'One Day aka 2AM & 2PM'.

Our intro is like this:
" 'Hello everybody, we are 24 Hours'
For that i got the idea from SHINee's intro.

May think of other group name cause i'm not digging the name.
Any ideas?

Afternoon, Morning is also turning into a korean,
cause she said 안녕하세요 to me.

Current jams, SHINee's Love's way & Romatic and 2PM's 10/10, I Hate You.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

deanmy, be angry.

2009-06-10T01:13:00.003+08:00

L, well this post is still gonna be about korean things.
Be angry. =D

I dreamed of NICHKHUN!
Yeah! 1st Onew then Khun. Unbelievable.
Again, i don't remember what the dream is about.
What the heck! The highlight is KHUN!
LALALALALA~

Still rocking out to songs from 2PM & SHINee.

I wish to meet them. Hehehe.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

Onew oppa

2009-06-08T16:38:00.006+08:00

DES! I have something to tell you!
I dreamed of ONEW!
Whoo hoo so happy.
Yesterday just chatted about dreaming them and i did!
Even thought its not all of them in SHINee.
But i don't care cause its ONEW!

Onew! Onew! Onew! Onew! Onew!
~Whatever he does, its Onew Condition~
His condition is affecting me. L

In the dream, he's super charming.
His face is really clear and vivid too.
And his awesome cute smile.
So dreamy.

Currently rocking out to 2PM's and SHINee's albums.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

reality show

2009-06-08T01:24:00.003+08:00

I suddenly have the urge of doing reality shows.
But with SHINee & 2pm only. LOL!
I can understand what the dudes from 2pm are saying cuz 3 of em can speak english,
but for shinee maybe a little. Haha.
Why may i saying this? Like that's gonna happen.
If it does, it may be a dream.

Geunyeoui ipsureun masisseo ipsureun masisseo
Lala lallalla lalla Pretty baby~ lala lallalla lalla Be my lady~

Gonna be like 100% korean freak.
Not really cuz i only listen to SHINee & 2pm plus i still got listen to english songs.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

jade crystal , carl's & jr ?

2009-06-07T02:55:00.001+08:00

Ate Xin Wang, the papaya noodles taste was totally diff man.
Damn yucky.
I WILL NOT eat that again, even so, we'll be trying the taiwan cafe.

Totally craving for Auntie Anne's pretzels and Dutch Ice.
Yum Yum!

Played games like mental people.
Had fun.

TSM finally had her 'AS' moment.
LOL!~

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

current jam

2009-06-06T00:37:00.003+08:00

... is Shinee - love should go on.
Totally in love with Onew's voice in the song.
~Love forever and last forever! oon nae mam dahaedoh jabheejeedo neutjuhl suh
doh upneun neol~

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

25th post

2009-06-05T01:13:00.003+08:00

Never thought that i would be blogging at all and now this is the 25th post.
Great. Thanks to THOSE who KEPT pestering me to get a blog.
Nono seriously thanks.
I like blogging.
Although i don't really have much to say.

I have the same layout as my bro.
Yup the same, except for the color on top.

I have vamp eyes. Haha.

I like SHINee, guess who i like?

Oh oh oh! I like Kunnie!
The mad winking freaking fair cute Thai prince. =D

~Whatever he does, its Onew Condition~

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

hide & seek

2009-06-03T23:23:00.002+08:00

Finally done with the exams and now holidays are here.
Applied for a job, hope i can get it.
I want $$$$$.

Played hide & seek in ntuc extra with bee, ling and deamy.
Damn fun. Very spyish. LOL!
Feel like playing in the whole of JP.
I'm afraid might get caught.

Really starting to fall in love with SHINee.
So jealous, Jonghyun held onto a noona's hand.
How i wish that was me. LOL.
Damn XH might kill me if i steal her man. Haha.
Sorry XH. =p
Noona nomu yeppo~

Uhjjum iluhkehdo babo gatni nehga~
My fav line sang by Khunnie.
2nd fav is again & again & again & again~
Hehehe.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

bloody warm!

2009-06-02T23:30:00.002+08:00

LOLOLOLOLOL!
My dad's ringtone is 2PM's Again & Again!.
My bro was like NOOOOOO! then he told my mum not to convert too.

Bro! Mama watch the Boys Over Flower too. LOL!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

cullenize

2009-06-01T23:25:00.003+08:00

Whoo hoo! Finally got the contacts.
I can cullenize my eyes. L
Hope it doesn't look scary or what not.

I did a trick today.
So happy. L

There's still 2 more days of exams, after that HOLIDAYS!
I have some plans already but some not confirm yet.

Currently my fav. NICHKHUN!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

moody

2009-05-31T22:46:00.003+08:00

Can YOU stop seeing or think about HIM?
Please.

I'm really afraid of calling YOU.
I'm afraid of hearing what is at the background.

Hope i can get it.

I like yogurt with fruits.
Thanks Des.
We'll STAND BY you.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

i'm done!

2009-05-31T02:41:00.002+08:00

Finally, i've watch finish.
Haha. So happy.
Tomorrow gonna watch their individual story video thingy and the behind the scenes stuff.

Gonna sleep now.
Even thought i'm not sleepy.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

happy birthday deanmy!

2009-05-30T02:14:00.001+08:00

17 years old already.
Had fun eating BB.

I like the chicken.

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

love like oxygen

2009-05-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

My new jam.

URGH!!!!! For this WHOLE week, i have been seeing you and its super boring!
Why are you doing this?
I haven't even done your work yet.
I'm very tired and i thought pe is gonna be canceled which it did,
then you say that your gonna have extra classes.
Damn you! Babo!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.

wanna pee

2009-05-27T23:12:00.002+08:00

Erm, i don't really know what to say.

I LOVE LMH & SHINEE!

HAHA!

a thousand goodbyes is all that i have to say.